Sembreak?

The much awaited month-long-break is finally here!! Yey!

NOT!

Ok, so today marks the official start of our sembreak but as usual, in my world, its also the start of our whole-day-full-powered-rehearsals. Isn't it fun? Working from 8am to 12 midnight or longer! Yeah right.

Well it used to be fun and enjoyable, but not this time. Not anymore. Heh.

No school = No classes = No excuse

That means everyone needs to be there 24/7. Which is something i can't promise anymore. No matter how much I wanted to, my parents just won't allow me. I've been fighting for this for almost 2 years now and I guess they had enough.

And because... I hate to admit this but honestly my heart's drifting away from all these. It feels like I've lost the drive to move forward.

I'm so stressed and tired of everything.

And This is one of the stuff that makes me anxious. I've never been stressed about anything in my life. Ever! cause I never really gave a crap about anything, until now.

Life for me before is like watching television. I just go on with my life every single day. Come what may. Accept everything and let go once your done. And just enjoy every single show that comes right after the other and relax during the commercial breaks.

Everything's so easy. Piece of cake.

Then there's now.

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I guess the station's signing off. Its time. Time for a BREAK.