Its over. I give up.

Its over. I give up.

Im freaking sick and tired of all this crap! There's no point of continuing.

I'm so messed up. I feel so useless.

I just wanna end everything tonight and escape from this fucked up world. It doesn't matter anyway. No one would care. No one would even notice that I'm gone.

I've been holding on for so long. I really just can't bare it anymore. All my life I've been hoping that things would change and for once everything would turn up alright. But i guess, all this time I've been wishing for the impossible.

LIFE'S UNFAIR! LIFE SUCKS!

And EVERYONE'S just FREAKING CRAZY together with this FUCKED UP WORLD!!

I feel so broken and jaded. Lost and alone.

I wanna scream out for help but no one would even understand me. Nobody would even stop and try to hear out or understand what I'm feeling. Its pointless. Nonsense.

There's no point of voicing out what I gotta say in this oh so insensitive-judgmental-helpless-world.

Everybody lies. Everybody cheats.

Trust no one but yourself.

It's what I've been doing all these years. Everything to myself. Keeping everything I feel out of others. Cause no one will even bother to know.

I'm just a spec of dust in this world. Im nothing. I rather be gone and just fade away.