routine?

I just noticed something just now..

Somehow checking your blog and reading your posts and statuses has became my daily routine; unconsciously though. I feel like a stalker :| seriously, lol.

I just wanna know whats going on with you, what you're doing, what you're thinking, where you're going and whats bothering you. I just wanna know that you're safe and happy.

And apart from knowing all these things, it doesn't really help at all. Cause I know there's nothing I can do about it.

I even asked you if you're okay, even though I know your not just to fire up a conversation.

So right now, all i wanna wish for is for you to tell me what's bugging you. I know I'm not in the position to interfere with your problems and all but all I wanna do is help :(

I would just like to let you know that I would always be there for you. Whenever you need a shoulder to cry on or a person to talk too. I may not be the best one you could get out there but I'll assure you that I would always find time for you.

If you could only read all these shits that I'm writing, then this wouldn't be so hard.