Alone

Lately, I'm having this ceaseless feeling of loneliness. I feel so alone, so out of place, so left out, so solitary, so ...

Everyday I'm surrounded by people who somehow matters to me and people whom I considered as my friends but despite their presence I still can't help myself from being so aloof.

Yeah.. we do talk, laugh, play and just mess around yet somehow things are not the same, it feels like something's not right, something's missing...

I just so so hate myself right now and my sudden mood swings. But of course I don't show any of that to anyone, and as usual I just kept everything to myself. There's no point in letting anyone know how I actually feel. Its so bothersome.

So now, all i wanna do is rant out all these feelings....
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