This past few days was crazy as hell! Everything is on topsy-turvy! I've been trying to juggle my whole life and trying to balance out my academics, extra curricular activities and of course my social life. What I'm doing is a complete suicide! Damn! I hate it! I actually feel like crying and just be a 5-year-old-sissy and just rant out and pour out tantrums on everyone. Everything's is just so stressful!! >_<
A quick time traveling on what was happening the past 3 days.
February 29, 2012 - Wednesday
4:53 am
Just got home exactly 2 hours ago. Went home late cause I was having a meeting with my co-executive board. We were talking about what just happened and plotted out our upcoming plans.
The elections for the next set of executive board had just taken its place and I never expected and imagined that it's going to be that way. Yup, that's right. A couple of hours ago the new faces who would take our place has finally been voted and I'm not quite happy how everything turned out to be. Especially for the fact that I'm one of the COMELEC.
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February 28, 2012 - Tuesday
5:08 pm
Currently our AD, Ate Jiks has been calling me non-stop on both of my phones but I refuse to answer. At the same time my phones are bombarded with messages from my co-executive board and my co-COMELEC members regarding the election that would happen later this afternoon.
I didn't respond to any text message regarding the elections. I refused to take part purposely though I didn't actually told them directly what I was doing. I only informed them that I couldn't make it cause I have my final exams and I prefer to choose my acads over my org. You heard that right. Somehow, for the first time I prefer to be a student at this very moment. There's too much things I have to finish and I need to graduate on time!
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February 27, 2012
11:47 pm
After weeks of not talking and completely ignoring her, I finally texted Ate Che. But only because this concerns the org and nothing more. I'm just trying to be professional with my work. I think it has been a whole month since the day I've decided that I don't wanna speak to her or do anything concerning her! The longest time ever!
Anyway, I asked her whether she has already made up her mind with regards to filing for candidacy. I really wanted her to run. I believe in her. Unfortunately, there are a lot of things that's stopping her that I totally understand. But the thing is, we need her right now. Teatro needs her at this moment so I wanted to know whats going on since its part of my job as a COMELEC.
When I messaged her, I really didn't expect that she would reply because of how I was treating her. Nevertheless, she did and somehow I'm glad that she did. At this moment, she said that she's still waiting for Ate Ains before she layout her final decisions then she asked me why I was asking and I told her the truth. I told her that its because ever since I really wanted her to run. Then she replied why. I didn't reply anymore. I decided to leave our conversation to that. I don't want to explain and I don't want to prolong our conversation. Since I already got her answer I intentionally ignored the rest of her txts following that. HAHA! Yeah, I do things like that. Bitchiness on!! >:] Then I just went on with my life and continue listening to the meeting I was having with my co-executive board.
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February 28, 2012
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TALK ABOUT LAZINESS!? I FOUND THIS ENTRY ON MY DRAFT LISTS. I GUESS I WAS WRITING IT BEFORE AND HAD TO SUDDENLY STOP AT THIS POINT. I WONDER WHY I WASN'T SURPRISED ABOUT THAT. HAHA. ANYWAY, I REALLY CAN'T REMEMBER IF I INTENTIONALLY DIDN'T FINISH THIS ONE OR THAT MAYBE BECAUSE I HAD TO STOP AND DO SOMETHING ELSE. EITHER WAY, IM REALLY DISAPPOINTED OF MYSELF CAUSE OF THIS. I WANTED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED NEXT AND WHAT WAS GOING ON DURING THIS MOMENT BUT I CAN'T! I CAN'T REMEMBER ANYTHING!! RIGHT NOW, I FEEL LIKE I GOT SCAMMED BY MY OWN SELF. :|
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