Self accepted!!

Self accepted!!
Dec 21, 12:57am

I was unaware. I didn't know myself. I had always denied everything. I was confused.
I always said that its impossible. There wouldn't be a slightest chance. Never will it ever happen even in my dreams.

But all that has come to an end. Its over.

Finally, Im certain! It's true.
I'm confused no more. I'm ready to eat all the words I said before.

All is clear now. My eyes are open. I now have a great view of everything. Now, I'm accepting all these facts. I could totally be honest with myself.

Yes. I've fallen to your spell. You caught me offguard. You now possess my heart. Im all yours.

I love you.

Three words. One powerful statement.

Words that I would rarely say. Words that I never imagined to whisper onto someone else's ears.
Words that means a lot to me.

You gave meaning to this simple word.

And yes, I said it. I said it to you and just you.

At this moment, Im head over heals for you. I have no idea when did it started but all I'm aware of is that I love you now and that I would always want to be with you.

I love you so much that I'm scared. Im terrified.

Scared of the fact that you might not feel the same way.
Scared of the consequences that could happen in return when you finally be aware of how I feel.
Scared of the fact that time is running out for the both of us.
Scared of the possibility that you like someone else.
Scared of the thought that you'll leave me.
Scared of the fact that I never loved anybody before and I'm not used to this feeling.
Scared to risk our friendship for this.

All these thoughts is breaking me yet its making me strong.

Everything feels different now. Everything you do feels different.

I don't know if I'm just overly assuming things or I'm just dead crazy over you.

Whatever it is I'm happily loving you selflessly.