Yuletide's coming in and guess what?
Yup, That's right folks! It's Christmas Break! Alright!
Cheers!
Time to party!! Bring out all the food and booze!! PARTY! PARTY! :P
**SFX: Broken record**
NOT!!
Yeah, yeah. Its that time of the year again. No school. No class. LOADS OF SCHOOLWORK. And this time we sure are piled up with tons of things! There are just too much shenanigans going on. Lemme just enumerate some of them...
My To Do List for this holiday:
Lets start of with my acad shiz.
->> THESIS
-- Chapter 4
-- Chapter 5
-- GUI (Graphic User Interface)
-- Prototype
->> VISUAL COMPUTING
-- 1 Cartoon character graphic design
-- 1 Logo graphic design
-- 8 other unique different graphic designs
->> SEM 2 (KINDA LIKE THESIS)
-- Screen Mockups/Wireframes and Interface Flow
-- Prototype
-- Submission #1 for Initial Review and Testing
-- Submission #2 for 2nd Review and Testing
-- Submission #3 for Final Presentation and upload to Nokia Store
->> COMPILER DESIGN
-- Software (Case Study)
->> ETHICS
-- Long quiz
**Basically, by the time we get back we need to showcase 3 new software we developed plus 10 graphic designs and to ease the burden why not have a long exam while were at it. Life couldn't be possibly be this easy!**
Then there of course is my other life. My org, Teatro. Life wouldn't be complete without this. So to join in with the commotion, what I should be doing are.
->> LIQUIDATION REPORT FROM THE FIRST MAJOR PRODUCTION "SA HULING PAHINA"
->> CHECK THE AUDITED LIQUIDATION REPORTS FROM THE SHOWCASE
->> FINANCIAL STATEMENT FOR THE MONTH OF NOVEMBER
->> FINANCIAL STATEMENT FOR THE MONTH OF DECEMBER
->> PLANNING FOR THE SECOND MAJOR PRODUCTION "ANG MGA FILIBUSTERO"
->> CONSTANT MEETINGS WITH THE EXECUTIVE BOARD
->> EVALUATION OF THE PAST PRODUCTIONS
There you have it! Easy as pie isn't it? Piece of cake. Yes sir. It's not that much. Believe me. It's nothing. Im enjoying every single bit of my vacation. Pft!
**FX:SARCASM**
BUT WAIT! THERE'S MORE!!
Well of course, I haven't forgotten my family yet and that I have my relatives supporting everything I do. So, to show their appreciation and love for me here are my chores for the holidays.
->> 2 EXTERIOR GRAPHIC DESIGN FOR OUR SHIP
->> 2 INTERIOR GRAPHIC DESIGN FOR OUR SHIP
->> 3 RENDERED DIFFERENT BEDROOMS GRAPHIC INTERIOR DESIGN AND LAYOUT
->> 1 RENDERED GRAPHIC INTERIOR DESIGN AND LAYOUT FOR A WHOLE FLOOR
->> 3 BEDROOM FLOOR PLAN
->> 1 FL0OR PLAN FOR AN ENTIRE FLOOR
->> SHOPPING FOR APPLIANCES (NOT SHOPPING FOR LEISURE AND PLEASURE)
->> COOK FOR THE HOLIDAYS
It feels like I'm on the wrong house! It's like I got hired on a firm the day the holidays started. Every conversation I had with my Mom and Uncles were like purely business.
"Do this and that. Make this and that."
"We have a deadline, we need these ASAP!"
"The mayor will check on it, we'll get you inform after the review."
"Have you done what I've asked for?"
"Have you started with the designs?"
WTFH?!?! HOLD YOUR HORSES PEOPLE!! IM ONLY ONE!! MY GOLLY!!
I guess I was on the wrong course! They should have sent me to Architecture, Fine Arts, Interior Design or Culinary. lol. If you think of it, those were actually MY CHOICES when I was about to enter college that they all REJECTED.
People around me are asking too much from me. Too much from what I can handle. Too much for my skills. Feels like my to do list is longer than a grocery list!!
But all I wanna do is sit at home, watch movies, eat and rest. Have a quiet time for myself. It's about time that I give time for myself. SOMETHING I HAVEN'T GOT FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS NOW! And I'm not exaggerating that part.
IT'S NOT LIKE THEY'RE PAYING ME TO DO ALL THIS STUFF!
Seriously, I wouldn't mind a couple of bucks here and there. Or a nice gift like a new gadget or accessories for my gadgets. Is it that hard to ask?
Anyway, HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!! ^_^ ♥
don't wanna be a grinch and ruin everybody's holiday
FULLY LOADED!
Self accepted!!
Self accepted!!
Dec 21, 12:57am
I was unaware. I didn't know myself. I had always denied everything. I was confused.
I always said that its impossible. There wouldn't be a slightest chance. Never will it ever happen even in my dreams.
But all that has come to an end. Its over.
Finally, Im certain! It's true.
I'm confused no more. I'm ready to eat all the words I said before.
All is clear now. My eyes are open. I now have a great view of everything. Now, I'm accepting all these facts. I could totally be honest with myself.
Yes. I've fallen to your spell. You caught me offguard. You now possess my heart. Im all yours.
I love you.
Three words. One powerful statement.
Words that I would rarely say. Words that I never imagined to whisper onto someone else's ears.
Words that means a lot to me.
You gave meaning to this simple word.
And yes, I said it. I said it to you and just you.
At this moment, Im head over heals for you. I have no idea when did it started but all I'm aware of is that I love you now and that I would always want to be with you.
I love you so much that I'm scared. Im terrified.
Scared of the fact that you might not feel the same way.
Scared of the consequences that could happen in return when you finally be aware of how I feel.
Scared of the fact that time is running out for the both of us.
Scared of the possibility that you like someone else.
Scared of the thought that you'll leave me.
Scared of the fact that I never loved anybody before and I'm not used to this feeling.
Scared to risk our friendship for this.
All these thoughts is breaking me yet its making me strong.
Everything feels different now. Everything you do feels different.
I don't know if I'm just overly assuming things or I'm just dead crazy over you.
Whatever it is I'm happily loving you selflessly.
Continental Drift Theory
Is it possible that all these scientific theories and laws in our world is also applicable in our own personal life?
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Kung ang continents nga naghihiwalay, tao pa kaya?
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Lately, I kinda feel bad about the people around me. I don't know if it's just plain coinsidence or Im bad luck. Currently, people "couples" to be exact, I personally know keeps on breaking up. Its like a domino effect that right after the other relationship falls down right comes the other.
It's quite funny in a way yet creepy at the same time. Its not that I'm totally enjoying and happy that people around me are breaking up with each other but the frequency of it happening is just not normal.
I sure hope that this would stop. I just can't bear the sadness and the heavy feeling of the people around me.
I wish that in the end everything would just turn out right for everyone.
I guess if ever some of them won't be able to get back together it only means that they are not meant for each other. Cause I believe that if someone or something is really meant for you, the whole world will find a way to make that happen. And that's what you call destiny.
Yes. I do believe in destiny. I do believe on the stars and their meanings. I do believe on horoscopes. I do believe in love at first sight. And I do believe in lots of random-shennanigans. And this is what makes life fun and thrilling. It adds color to our lives.
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