DEPRESSED

One word to describe how I'm feeling right now.

A lot has happened since the last time I posted an entry here. I even forgot to update this shizz.

(yeah, i might always say that I'll make it a habit to make an entry. But actually it all depends on my mood and there's nothing you can do about it. lol)

Ok a little wrap up of what had happened.

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So technically, I already graduated from being an apprentice on my org so FINALLY I'm already a full pledge TEATRO TOMASINO MEMBER! YEY! lucky me. ^_^ and not only that, humbly speaking I actually got elected last april to be the Business Director of the Executive Board for the A.Y. 2011 - 2012. Isn't that nice?

Actually,it is! But I have mixed feelings with regards to this. hmmmmm...

Anyway..... as i was saying last April I was...



*COMMENCING TIME WARP*



And now, months later.. everything is so heavy. I don't know what to do now.
I feel like im just doing things cause i have to and not because I want to.
AND IT FREAKING SUCKS!!

I can't tell if I'm dealing with my problems well these days or I just don't give a shit anymore.

KILL ME NOW. FUCK LIFE. FUCK THIS.
AND YEAH I STILL DON'T GIVE A DAMN BUT IT STILL GETS INTO ME. AND IT IS SO DAMN IRRITATING!